I saw Oceans Twelve today…very very good. I was impressed with the plot and enjoyed its twists. I actually saw it by myself cause mommy and her friend went to see Ray. After the movie, mommy and I went to Chevy’s and had a very good dinner. I’m still stuffed and that was over 4hrs ago. Gotta go to church tomorrow and then mommy is going to look for a purse at Arundel Mills. Nat leaves for NC tomorrow but I’m not sure what time. I’d like to see her before she leaves but I don’t know if that’s going to happen.
HoSHI is in NC with the best friend. She's doing more shoping then a little bit and I must admit, I'm a little jealous, but it's cool. We had another long convo the other night, which left me extreemly frustrated. I just wanna get back to Ohio so I don't have to deal with the bulsh!t anymore, I can't take this. On a more positive note, I do miss her and I thought about her a lot today.
When I’m alone, I do a lot of thinking. Sometimes its productive and other times its destructive. I’ve had a lot on my mind these past couple of days and I’d really just like 2 days of no contact with anyone to sort it out and get myself together. This being a new year and all, I have to decide what needs to say, what needs to go and what needs to be newly incorporated. Life it truly what you make it and I’m beginning to see that as I learn more and live more. I know that I can have everything I want right now but I have to prepare myself and do what needs to be done to achieve my ideal. And to be quite honest, I don’t know what the hell that is. Until then, I’ll continue to be the person I am and take chances and live for me. That may sound selfish but, in the end, I can only speak for me.
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