It Never Ends...

What do you do when some one who loves you and that you love in return, points out one of your flaws? If you’re me, you listen and take what they say to heart but at the same time, slowly feel more and more inadequate with yourself. I’m aware of my flaws, especially the one that was pointed out to me this morning. I had more difficulties with it in high school then I do now, so it really doesn’t come up unless some one of importance is involved.

I can’t help it that for some ppl, I will go out of my way to accommodate them, even if it means compromising myself. That’s how I’ve been for a while now. It’s not something I’m proud of but like I said, it doesn’t occur often. When it does, it’s second nature to me so I don’t think twice about it, until someone brings up the fact that I’m being taken advantage of or that I’m putting what I want aside to make some one else happy. I operate this way to avoid confrontation. If I can keep someone important to me around by doing things there way, then that’s fine by me.

I just don’t like to think about stuff like this. It makes me take a step back and look at myself. I’m not upset, but who likes their cards pulled. I don't anylize myself, why do you have to?

I’m going to bed….