Ooo Weee.....

My day has been full of gurrrr's and ahhhh's and ..... This has been one of those days you just wanna leave everything and sleep all day till the next. I told myself earlier that i was going to disappear for a week so i can get myself together, school work wise that is. I just don't want this semester to be a repeat of the last and from the looks of things, it's slowly going in that direction. I have group work, research and flash cards to do, and let's not think about next week. Oh yes.. EXAMs. I need to release some stress in a non-destructive way... i'm sure that would make my little body feel a lot better.

My weekend was ok. I hung out with the girls on friday till like 3, then HoSHI came at like 6am from a part at Bowling Green. We got up and looked for shoes for me for the black and white affair. LizO came with us and bought 6 shirts and a pair of shoes. She always finds stuff. I found what i was looking for too so it wasn't bad. The Affair was ok, it was nice to see ppl dressed up. Most ppl had on black but a couple, including myself, had on white. Sunday, HoSHI and I went to this Chinese buffet. It was edible but not on the top of my list. I came back to school for work and became engulfed in drama w. LizO's birthday surprise. People don't know how to say what's on their mind, while other jump to conclusions and just fu@k everything up. There is no reason, that LizO and Q should be upset with each other because of birthday plans. It's really complex and i don't feel like explaining. I just want everyone to be happy and it really isn't too much to ask in this situation. I feel like I could have kept it from escalating to where it is but what's done is done.

Ok, i'm going to see my baby cause i don't wanna be here and she needs me. I just wish i had a pack of cigarettes to join me on my trip...

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