Whooo....

I’m really liking the way things are unfolding. HoSHI are working things out and I’ll be able to see her in another 2 days. I’m sure that things will start to go back to normal once we spend some time together and reconnect. We’ve been talking a lot more and there’s more conversation and less silence. She even threw in a few compliments today. It also turns out that I didn’t lose a friend. Our friendship just changed slightly. We’re at least on speaking terms and that makes me happy.
As my time at home draws to an end, I’ve find myself clinging to my mommy. Even though she really annoys me with her requests for me to go to bed and get off the computer, I really like her. We have such a good relationship and I enjoy just being around her. I wish she could come visit me at school, maybe during her spring break…
I was very productive today; I cleaned up the kitchen (or at least half of it), did the dog laundry and washed them both. I have to do my laundry and start packing tomorrow. Oh, ms. Maxwell had the nerve to ask me if we were going to leave at noon on Saturday. Now I told her before she even left that I wanted to leave on sat around noon cause I don’t wanna be on the road all day. She talking about some “well last time, we didn’t leave right away and I ended up falling asleep”. Mind you, I was recovering from the worst hang over in life. I was just real aggravated when she said that cause I stressed to her that I wanted to leave at noon.
I really need to get back into church. It’s been on my mind a lot lately. I want HoSHI and I to find a church. We both have strong back religious backgrounds with both of her parents being ministers and me going to church on a regular basis since I was like 5. It’s ridiculous that we don’t go to church. I’ve stopped praying and have such a nonchalant attitude about the Lord and my relationship with him. It’s sad. I’m going to work on it though, cause it is important to me. It’s also necessary for my survival in this crazy world. I gotta keep a foundation or else I’ll slip through the cracks.

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