Call me Optimistic...

Yesterday was a good day. I was productive, got to chill with some friends and the wifey spent the night. We’ve gotten so used to staying up so late, we got in the bed at 1:30 but stayed up and talked till 3. She get’s to sleep in but I have class in another 30mins. Now I’m not going to see her till Thursday and I can’t even spend the night. I have to take some friends down to HoSHI’s school for a greek event….*sigh* I wish I could do the greek thing, my grades aren’t good enough and at this point I’m going into my last year of college, I don’t think it would be a good idea to become greek in your last year, just my personal opinion.

I wanna be your friend and I wasn’t trying to down play your feelings. I just didn’t know what they were cause you hadn’t told me. I know everyone deals with everything differently and I been through enough with you to know how you deal with some things. It’s just that in the midst of everyone trying to protect their hearts and defend themselves, your thoughts and feelings were not expressed. I’m not saying that everything is going to go back to normal right away, I have no problem giving you space and time, but like I’ve said before to you, I’ll be here when you’re ready, as a friend who genuinely cares about your wellbeing. I think it will take some time but I know that a friendship with you can work and not interfere with my current relationship. Call me optimistic, but I’m confident that it’s possible.

I’ll continue this a little later…