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Everyone went to the conference yesterday and now it’s only 4 black folk left on campus that I associate with. They won’t be back till Sunday, which sucks cause now I have nothing to do. As always in the first couple of weeks of school, there isn’t much work to be done. I don’t even have all my books yet, so i can't really do anything anyway. I definitely slept from 4pm to almost 8 just cause I didn’t have anything to do.

During my nap, I had a dream about her. I can’t believe that she still affects me the way that she does. I don’t quite feel that our friendship is stable but I’ll take what I can get. I’m so perplexed.

I wish HoSHI was here. I’ve been missing her a lot. I think its because I know I can’t talk to her when I want to. And when I do talk to her, we’re constantly interrupted by people, no service and other disturbances. It’s very aggravating. I’ll be happy when she gets back.

Nothing else is going on, my classes are boring for the moment, I have no one to kick it with and it’s been raining for the past 2 days. I’ve gotta get out of this awkward mood. I need sex…that would definitely get me out of my mood real quick….LOL