:|:Thoughts of a Seemingly Phlegmatic Taurus:|:

Tomorrow is my first official day at Bath and Body Works. I’m real nervous cause I’ve never done retail before. The whole interacting with customers and cash register thing makes me a little nervous. I’m sure after my first two shifts, I’ll be fine. I just have to get used to it. I need to holla at the GAP ASAP cause working 2 days a week is not the move especially with the bill I have coming.

So my mom and I share a gas card. When I first got home she said use it, so I did…4 times. So that’s $90 plus my mom used it twice so that brings the total to $120, not to mention the balance from last month. I don’t even wanna think about it. I see how people can get really stressed out about their bills, It’s not cool to get behind cause then you gotta worry about your credit getting fu@ked up and people calling you twice a week to get their money. I’m just being patient cause I know I have money coming to me, and as soon as I get it, I’m paying that sh!t off.

It really sucks thought cause then its like I’m living to work, not working to live. I just wanna enjoy my summer and not have to put all my funds towards bills and paying people. I’m trying to do too much this summer for me not to have any money. NYC, my room next year and just chill expenses. Damn it, I’m going to Blues Alley before the summer is out, and I’m doing some shopping. I could talk all day about money and how I don’t have it but I think I’ll stop right.........HERE

NC was ok. I didn’t really get to see the city, I just spent time at my aunts house, which was NICE. She had a pond in her back yard and at night, frogs came out. I was tell everyone what kind they were and answering questions. It was pretty cool, I felt knowledgeable about my little specialty.

Nothing of interest is going on. I met Jess and we went to Old town Alexandria. That was nice, cause I had never been. We got chipotle and walked around. I made my first alcohol purchase, even though it wasn’t for me and the check out lady read my ID wrong and thought I was a month off. It was cute, I didn’t get mad or anything I just wanted her to hurry up cause she was asking people about protocol stuff.

I had a convo with Sapphic before I left and that was nice. We talked about Hoshi, which was kinda weird cause we had never really brought her up before in any of our other conversations. She’s a sweetie from what I know thus far. I can tell that she’s young though. Haven’t really talked to Hoshi outside of AIM and txt messages.

Nat and I have awkward convo and I don’t know what’s going on. I’m sure its hard for things to be any type of way considering how our relationship has changed so many times. Something always happens and things turn out right but right now, it’s not looking up. I’m frustrated by this situation but I know I can’t do anything about it so I’m just going to let it ride.

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