I’ve been doing a lot of thinking the past couple of days about relationships. Not necessarily romantic, just the intimacy portion of it. I was with my friend Scott (she’s a chick) and a semi-mutual friend of ours came by and hung out with us. I had never met her before but Scott had, matter of fact, they did some things back in the day. At any rate, the girl was cute…real cute. We talked the whole day and we re-acquainted ourselves to each other. Being that Scott and her had been together in the past, at the end of the evening when we were watching a movie, they were all hugged up on the couch. As I watched them, I was intrigued but I was also thinking, damn, can I get a cuddle buddy. It was nice to watch but it was short lived. We dropped her off at the station and went to go visit her ex’s. It’s a complicated background but basically, Scott was with Tiff and they broke up. Then she got with this chick named Ty and they broke up. Then Tiff and Ty got together. So it’s a happy (sike) little triangle of love.Tiff and Ty have this nice ass apartment with tiffs granddaddy and we just kicked it over there. Tiff and ty are are affectionate. So once again I was around another couple being all cute. It really doesn’t bother me to be around it, I prefer to actually. It just puts me in a funky mood for a couple of days cause then I reminisce about the past.
I haven’t heard back from Bally’s and I called the guy twice today. I’ll try again tomorrow but I got an app. from the GAP and Boarders. While I was in the bookstore, I saw this book in the psychology section about the art of seduction. On the back, it had 22 steps on how to seduce some one. I thought it was quite interesting and it made me think about how HoSHI told me that I wasn’t sexually aggressive... I know I was in a funky mood cause I actually went window shopping today, I usually hate doing that cause it just puts me in a bad mood cause I can never buy anything. But I guess my psyche just figured, you’re already in a bad mood, might as well humor yourself.
I’ve had several ppl ask what am I doing for my birthday and I just shrug my shoulders and reply, I don’t know. I know an older friend of mine is going to take me out to lunch and Scott was talking about going to the club. What I really want is for someone to just plan something for me. Either way, I’ll be doing something. Usually, I let the day of my birthday be reserved for my mommy, and the evening and the weekend is for me. If I say in the mood I’m in right now, I know I’ll be nice and drunk the whole day.
You leave issues in one place, only for other ones to come up some place else…:amel:
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