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Ok so I’ve never in my 5 years of being sexually active wanted sex so bad in my life! This is really pissing me off and I’m turning into a bitter person. This is so not like me. I’ll get it under wraps in a min, once I start working and don’t have the time to sit around and think about it. I mean I’ve been through dry spells before but never like this. Maybe she did get me hooked? I don’t know but sex has been on my mind entirely too much.

I had a blast at Hampton. I got to know Broadway, one of Jem’s good friends and hung out with this cool gay guy named Clay. He can dance his ass off and is hilarious. I can’t wait till I get my pics developed. Maybe I’ll post a couple. I got to go to the beach and I met Jem’s new boyfriend. She always finds the best most respectful dudes. I’m glad she has good relationship luck.

I start work at bath & body works on Wednesday, so I’m enjoying these last few days before I start. I really wanna go visit MeL tomorrow but I don’t know what we’re going to do. And in our states, we don’t need to stay in the house, there’s no tellin’ what I might do.

WHY CAN’T SHE JUST LET ME HOLD HER WHY CAN’T WE JUST FOR ONE DAY GO BACK TO THE WAY THINGS WERE LAST SUMMER….AHHHHHH!!!!!!

Sorry, had a moment. Ummm…

Sapphic is playin’ matchmaker and trying to hook me up with this girl from her school. She’s really young and is kinda far, but I think I’ll talk to her a bit and see where her head is at and take it from there. She even put a plug for me on the board. I’m hopping that one goes a little farther then with the other chick. It’s kinda funny that she brought me up to that particular person, cause I had always found her attractive, I just didn’t know what to say. We’ll see how that goes. I kinda wonder what’s going on with Sapphic and HoSHI cause I know all is not well, but I’m not that concerned. Matter of fact I haven’t talked to her since I left Ohio. A couple of txt msg and IM convo’s but nothing in depth. I hope she’s doing ok. I’m sure she’s fine, she’s got plenty of people to keep her occupied. Although, now that we’ve had serious time apart, I wonder what she really thinks about me?

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