Last 5 days

It’s Friday but it damn sure doesn’t feel like it since I have a final tomorrow at 9am….arg. I’m not trippin’ cause that one less to worry about and a step closer to going home. I don’t think I’ve ever been this egger to go home before, or maybe I have, I don’t know. I think I’m so eager to get back to be with some ppl. Hang out with some old friends and get to know some new ones. I know one think I need to get a job asap, and I’m not even fu@kin’ around this time. I mean if I have to work at burger king then so be it. I refuse to not have money this summer. I wanna go to New York and visit my friend at her appt at Hampton. I’m trying to really chill and have a good summer.

After my exam tomorrow the plan is to do a little drinking and pack, but not for to long cause I have my plant phys exam and I know it’s going to be rough. Not only do I have that on Monday, I also have a cumulative exam in my animal behavior class. How do professors expect you to know and remember all this stuff. I’m not going to b!tch and moan cause after this I’ll only have another 9months with this formal education system and I have my $128,000 piece of paper so that I can make it in the “real world”

No new developments with my consuming women saga. HoSHI and I are cool and I’m operating at about 90% friendship mode, which is good. I wonder what’s going to happen over the summer. Like, are we going talk more, less or is it going to say about where it is now… Only time will tell. I haven’t thought much about how I’m going to deal with Nat when I get home and I don’t think I’m going to. I’m just going to take things one day at a time and we’ll see what happens… MeL and I talked a lot this week, which was cool. She looks like such a church girl in her pics but I know she’s far from it. I’m looking forward to hanging out with her, meeting new ppl is a good thing especially when they are different from the ppl that you usually entertain. It broadens your horizons and give you a perspective different from what you’re used to hearing. For example, there was this cute white girl in my class last semest that was real cool. We're going to hang out on monday before we leave for the summer. I haven't quit figure out if she's fam or not but either way, she's someone that I'd like to include in my social circle. That’s it for the moment, I’m going to try and do the studying thing for the next couple of days, maybe it will pay off…

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