It’s Friday but it damn sure doesn’t feel like it since I have a final tomorrow at 9am….arg. I’m not trippin’ cause that one less to worry about and a step closer to going home. I don’t think I’ve ever been this egger to go home before, or maybe I have, I don’t know. I think I’m so eager to get back to be with some ppl. Hang out with some old friends and get to know some new ones. I know one think I need to get a job asap, and I’m not even fu@kin’ around this time. I mean if I have to work at burger king then so be it. I refuse to not have money this summer. I wanna go to New York and visit my friend at her appt at Hampton. I’m trying to really chill and have a good summer.
After my exam tomorrow the plan is to do a little drinking and pack, but not for to long cause I have my plant phys exam and I know it’s going to be rough. Not only do I have that on Monday, I also have a cumulative exam in my animal behavior class. How do professors expect you to know and remember all this stuff. I’m not going to b!tch and moan cause after this I’ll only have another 9months with this formal education system and I have my $128,000 piece of paper so that I can make it in the “real world”
No new developments with my consuming women saga. HoSHI and I are cool and I’m operating at about 90% friendship mode, which is good. I wonder what’s going to happen over the summer. Like, are we going talk more, less or is it going to say about where it is now… Only time will tell. I haven’t thought much about how I’m going to deal with Nat when I get home and I don’t think I’m going to. I’m just going to take things one day at a time and we’ll see what happens… MeL and I talked a lot this week, which was cool. She looks like such a church girl in her pics but I know she’s far from it. I’m looking forward to hanging out with her, meeting new ppl is a good thing especially when they are different from the ppl that you usually entertain. It broadens your horizons and give you a perspective different from what you’re used to hearing. For example, there was this cute white girl in my class last semest that was real cool. We're going to hang out on monday before we leave for the summer. I haven't quit figure out if she's fam or not but either way, she's someone that I'd like to include in my social circle. That’s it for the moment, I’m going to try and do the studying thing for the next couple of days, maybe it will pay off…
:amel:
29 April 2005
27 April 2005
Two Sided Story
Side I
When you push for something to happen, sometimes you force things to go in a direction that they shouldn’t go and wouldn’t if you had just been patient and waited.
Side II
If you wait too long or don’t push at all you may be seen as a push-over or someone that doesn’t go after what you want.
It’s a double edge sword that must be used with caution. It’s hard to know what to do cause each situation is different and sometimes requires a different technique. Personally, I think I can be very impatient with situations and I just want things to be clear from jump. When they are not, I’m constantly working in the direction of or trying to get things on an equal playing field so that all parties involved, knows what’s on the table. The problem is, most situations aren’t this cut and dry…here in lies my problem.
If I push to hard, I think I may push her away but I don’t wanna sit around while everyone else jumps in front of me. I want her to know that I’m here but that I’m not going to be like all the others little gnats that boost her ego and give her attention. I’m above that and I know I deserve better. I know I need to just allow time take its course cause this situation involves so much. There’s no way that things can be organized into nice little piles so that after a little conversation and some effort, they’ll all be organized in a nice strait row. I’ve made my point and now all I can do is have patience and wait. If I loose her then, I loose her. But with time… things will turn out the ways they should.
26 April 2005
Slightly Ecstatic
My weekend was one of minimalism. I played on the net all day Saturday and drank that night. Sunday I had plans to do big things but I woke up in a defeatist mood cause I didn't do anything the day before. They day got progressively better: my plant phys group and I put most of our presentation together, I went to the senior send off which was really nice and I pushed myself to work on one of my back assignments. I had a brief but entertaining convo w. HoSHI and talked to MeL for 3 hours! It kinda shocked me to but you know how the first cono's are when when meet some one new. At anyrate, I ended up finially finishing my paper and I turned it in this morning...
Which kept the momentum going for today.
I stayed awake in my class operating off 3.5 hrs of sleep...which is a great thing. My group pretty much finished the rest the presentation. And the icing on the cake was being able to go out to the nature preserve and being down at the little creek. The weather was perfect and the walk was so peaceful and calming. Even thought we had to do a little manual labor it was still good times, esp with this being our last class. The presentation is done and I was planning on going to be early but...
LizO came by and kicked it for a while...
which was great cause we hadn't been talking much. So today has just been a really good day. Now, I'm going to finish talking to HoSHI and MeL, take my ass to bed and enjoy 7hrs of sleep...GREAT!
:amel:
Which kept the momentum going for today.
I stayed awake in my class operating off 3.5 hrs of sleep...which is a great thing. My group pretty much finished the rest the presentation. And the icing on the cake was being able to go out to the nature preserve and being down at the little creek. The weather was perfect and the walk was so peaceful and calming. Even thought we had to do a little manual labor it was still good times, esp with this being our last class. The presentation is done and I was planning on going to be early but...
which was great cause we hadn't been talking much. So today has just been a really good day. Now, I'm going to finish talking to HoSHI and MeL, take my ass to bed and enjoy 7hrs of sleep...GREAT!
:amel:
23 April 2005
=Budding Bohemian=
So I’ve become a Bohemian in my young age. I’ve taken up the interest of culturing myself to the arts; dance, art and music to be specific. I’ve always been interested in it, I've just never been able to research it. When I should be working on one of my 3 outstanding assignments and 2 major papers, I’ve been looking up people such as Nils, Keston and Westdel, Esthero and Richard Bruce Nugent. I came across so may sites over the past 48hrs and I’m dying to go through them all to see what I can find to pique my interest. BUT, I still have 11 days in which I’m supposed to be a student so I’ll keep my new hobby in check till then, or at least I’ll try. One of the things that I found was this site of digital art. Below is one of her creations…
Lisa’s Site
MeL, Interpret this for Me *smile*
I had a good conversation with NAT this evening where some things about my self became a little clearer. The reason I sometimes have a nonchalant attitude is because I don’t wanna become bitter and hardened like some of the other people I’ve met in my life. That’s why I tend to deal with things so quickly. People interpret that to mean that I don’t care but I really am just trying to keep myself from being hurt. Some people put up walls, others shut you out, I just keep on trucking as if it didn’t really happen. I’m mindful of the situation but I don’t let it consume me.
:amel:
MeL, Interpret this for Me *smile*
I had a good conversation with NAT this evening where some things about my self became a little clearer. The reason I sometimes have a nonchalant attitude is because I don’t wanna become bitter and hardened like some of the other people I’ve met in my life. That’s why I tend to deal with things so quickly. People interpret that to mean that I don’t care but I really am just trying to keep myself from being hurt. Some people put up walls, others shut you out, I just keep on trucking as if it didn’t really happen. I’m mindful of the situation but I don’t let it consume me.
:amel:
21 April 2005
Flaws...
Sometimes I think I’m too nice. I go out of my way for others, in hopes that it will strengthen my bond with the person even though it usually doesn’t…depending on the person. I need to stop that cause that’s how I just end up unhappy and doing stuff I don’t wanna do. And then people are often ungrateful and unappreciative and I feel like my efforts just go unnoticed. I’m not necessarily asking to be compensated but just a little gratitude would be nice. I should try a little exercise and be selfish for like a week and only do things that benefit me and no one else. Part of the reason I do stuff like this is just cause I’m just a generous person, I mean there’s nothing wrong being nice to others, I guess I just have to draw a line somewhere... More traits and characteristics about myself that are flawed. Ehh, oh well, life is about learning yourself and that’s what I’m doing. I wonder how many people feel they know themselves pretty well. I know I’m on my way, but I still have a ways to go.
As the last week of school approaches, I have 2 major papers to write. That’s no prob, but then there’s a couple of wayward assignments that I’ve yet to turn in. Today would be a great day to get up on that…but I so would rather just fu@k around on the computer and talk to random people. School…huh…ehh...cute…I finished my last major film paper yesterday so to reward myself I drank. HoSHI came down to do some laundry and was going to go visit the newbe but ended up staying. Our libation of choice… 99 Bananas. We drank with Lianna and entertained her for several hours. We stumbled back to my room at 3am and knocked the fu@k out. It was the best slep we’ve had since we’ve been apart, but it was probably cause of the liquor. I even got up and when to class this morning.
Lianna asked when we were going to get back together along with a couple of other random people. She said that she doesn’t think that we have totally moved on, and I agree…at least I haven’t. Her on the other hand, she hasn’t but is forcing herself to so she won’t get hurt…or at least that’s what I understand. GURRR!!!! We talked on Tuesday about how I felt about her and all that fun stuff and she was shocked by what I said and how I still care…GURRR I say again. I don’t know what she thinks about me and my feelings for her, and I don’t know how much she cares. Sometimes I wanna be good friends and kick it and laugh. Other times I want her to be mine exclusively and other times still, I wanna have nothing to do with her. She affects me so much and I hate that she still has that much control over me. *sigh* I’m good though, I don’t spend too much time thinking about it because I don’t wanna dwell in the past. I’m ready to move onward and upward...kinda
Oh yea, this girl that I’ve know for 4 years sent me this txt talking about her feelings for me haven’t gone a way… I was very shocked and surprised. In short, she was a girlfriend of a friend and when they broke up we continued to talk. We went out a couple of times, did some heavy flirting and had numerous late night convo's but nothing really came of it. They always say when you’re not looking to be in a relationship or don’t wanna be, someone comes along. This should be an interesting and provide a little needed excitement.
:amel:
As the last week of school approaches, I have 2 major papers to write. That’s no prob, but then there’s a couple of wayward assignments that I’ve yet to turn in. Today would be a great day to get up on that…but I so would rather just fu@k around on the computer and talk to random people. School…huh…ehh...cute…I finished my last major film paper yesterday so to reward myself I drank. HoSHI came down to do some laundry and was going to go visit the newbe but ended up staying. Our libation of choice… 99 Bananas. We drank with Lianna and entertained her for several hours. We stumbled back to my room at 3am and knocked the fu@k out. It was the best slep we’ve had since we’ve been apart, but it was probably cause of the liquor. I even got up and when to class this morning.
Lianna asked when we were going to get back together along with a couple of other random people. She said that she doesn’t think that we have totally moved on, and I agree…at least I haven’t. Her on the other hand, she hasn’t but is forcing herself to so she won’t get hurt…or at least that’s what I understand. GURRR!!!! We talked on Tuesday about how I felt about her and all that fun stuff and she was shocked by what I said and how I still care…GURRR I say again. I don’t know what she thinks about me and my feelings for her, and I don’t know how much she cares. Sometimes I wanna be good friends and kick it and laugh. Other times I want her to be mine exclusively and other times still, I wanna have nothing to do with her. She affects me so much and I hate that she still has that much control over me. *sigh* I’m good though, I don’t spend too much time thinking about it because I don’t wanna dwell in the past. I’m ready to move onward and upward...kinda
Oh yea, this girl that I’ve know for 4 years sent me this txt talking about her feelings for me haven’t gone a way… I was very shocked and surprised. In short, she was a girlfriend of a friend and when they broke up we continued to talk. We went out a couple of times, did some heavy flirting and had numerous late night convo's but nothing really came of it. They always say when you’re not looking to be in a relationship or don’t wanna be, someone comes along. This should be an interesting and provide a little needed excitement.
:amel:
18 April 2005
Profoundness...
I changed my AIM screen name today. I’ve been looking to change it for a couple of weeks. The first time I changed it, I couldn’t log on cause I spelled it wrong…looser. But I successfully changed it and I must say I like the new SN, it’s quite applicable to me and what’s been going on in my life.
I IM’d NAT today to say hi and find out the specifics for her being upset at me. She said some things that got me thinking and I asked myself the Key Question: is there anything I can do to fix what happened? And as usual there wasn’t so I apologized for what it was worth and moved on. Then I got to thinking again, my nonchalant personality had just came shining through. I mean to me, it doesn’t make sense to analyze and beat myself up over something that I can’t do anything about. I’m not going to waste my time or energy cause I have more important things to do then wear myself out mentally. And so…from my semi-insightful conversation with NAT, I came up with a screen name that depicts my “lackadaisical” attitude and my ability to not let things penetrate me to my core. This way, I won’t rot from the inside out like a few other people I’ve come in contact with and had the pleasure of knowing...
I went to the club last night with HoSHI and some other folk. There were one or two decent people there and a whole lot more that were interesting to watch. HoSHI said something pretty truthful last night, most people go to the club to take out sexual frustration and to test themselves. That was so evident by the two girls practically fu@kin’ each other on a wobbly table and the numerous others who were getting’ it in chairs. And of course, don’t forget the token girl fight. I watched it develop from a heated conversation between friends to an aggressive shove from the “angry chick” to the unsuspecting antagonist to swinging fists and hair pulling. It was striking to watch in a weird way.
I volunteered to sleep on the couch cause trying to get some decent sleep in a tiny bed with out being all on some one is practically impossible. Plus it was 6am by the time we got back and I just wanted to sleep…hard... and the couch was the best way to get that accomplished. Life hasn’t been exciting although I have been talking to some new people that have been able to make me smile and take my mind of the mundane. I get paid this week so that will get me out of my funk for a short while. Or at least until I go home to escape from this stressful place where so much has gone on in such a short period of time and changed me forever.
I wonder how long it takes to get some one you loved with all your heart and soul and still care for deeply out of your system…
:amel:
I IM’d NAT today to say hi and find out the specifics for her being upset at me. She said some things that got me thinking and I asked myself the Key Question: is there anything I can do to fix what happened? And as usual there wasn’t so I apologized for what it was worth and moved on. Then I got to thinking again, my nonchalant personality had just came shining through. I mean to me, it doesn’t make sense to analyze and beat myself up over something that I can’t do anything about. I’m not going to waste my time or energy cause I have more important things to do then wear myself out mentally. And so…from my semi-insightful conversation with NAT, I came up with a screen name that depicts my “lackadaisical” attitude and my ability to not let things penetrate me to my core. This way, I won’t rot from the inside out like a few other people I’ve come in contact with and had the pleasure of knowing...
I went to the club last night with HoSHI and some other folk. There were one or two decent people there and a whole lot more that were interesting to watch. HoSHI said something pretty truthful last night, most people go to the club to take out sexual frustration and to test themselves. That was so evident by the two girls practically fu@kin’ each other on a wobbly table and the numerous others who were getting’ it in chairs. And of course, don’t forget the token girl fight. I watched it develop from a heated conversation between friends to an aggressive shove from the “angry chick” to the unsuspecting antagonist to swinging fists and hair pulling. It was striking to watch in a weird way.
I volunteered to sleep on the couch cause trying to get some decent sleep in a tiny bed with out being all on some one is practically impossible. Plus it was 6am by the time we got back and I just wanted to sleep…hard... and the couch was the best way to get that accomplished. Life hasn’t been exciting although I have been talking to some new people that have been able to make me smile and take my mind of the mundane. I get paid this week so that will get me out of my funk for a short while. Or at least until I go home to escape from this stressful place where so much has gone on in such a short period of time and changed me forever.
:amel:
16 April 2005
::::Boredom::::
Nothing new to report. 18 days to go. 3 papers and 3 exams left. I thought I was going to be working with my aunt this summer but that fell through. So I’ve been looking on washingtonpost.com to find a decent paying job. I’ve found a couple of places to send my resume so we’ll see what happens.
Crystal is exhibiting her hats tonight for the senior art show, so I’ll be going to that. HoSHI is in a fashion show later on in the evening, and I'll be at that. I woneder if her friends are being nice to me just cause or if they genuinely like me. If I had some cash I’d suggest going to Afterhours tonight, which is this little hole in the wall spot were ppl that can’t get into Paradise go at like 2am. Sometimes it’s cool and other times its wack. I just kinda feel like clubbin’ for some reason.
I’ve been in my room so much lately. Just on the computer doing nothing. I don’t even chill w. LizO anymore. I don’t chill with much of anyone for that matter…
I NEED SOME EXCITEMENT IN MY LIFE...
Crystal is exhibiting her hats tonight for the senior art show, so I’ll be going to that. HoSHI is in a fashion show later on in the evening, and I'll be at that. I woneder if her friends are being nice to me just cause or if they genuinely like me. If I had some cash I’d suggest going to Afterhours tonight, which is this little hole in the wall spot were ppl that can’t get into Paradise go at like 2am. Sometimes it’s cool and other times its wack. I just kinda feel like clubbin’ for some reason.
I’ve been in my room so much lately. Just on the computer doing nothing. I don’t even chill w. LizO anymore. I don’t chill with much of anyone for that matter…
13 April 2005
I can't sleep...
I went to class this morning ran some errands and came back and took a pretty long nap. I'm doing a presentation for my film class so i had to go watch this long a$s asian film...i mean like 3 hrs long. It was good but then i had to meet afterwards to talk about it so i didn't get back to my room till like 12:50ish. I talked to HoSHI for a bit on the phone and got ready for bed. Then she called me back and we talked for a while and now i can't sleep. Not because of anything we talked about or anything, i'm just mad awake. I rarely have moments like this where i can't sleep. It sucks cause i really wanna go to sleep...
:amel:
I went to class this morning ran some errands and came back and took a pretty long nap. I'm doing a presentation for my film class so i had to go watch this long a$s asian film...i mean like 3 hrs long. It was good but then i had to meet afterwards to talk about it so i didn't get back to my room till like 12:50ish. I talked to HoSHI for a bit on the phone and got ready for bed. Then she called me back and we talked for a while and now i can't sleep. Not because of anything we talked about or anything, i'm just mad awake. I rarely have moments like this where i can't sleep. It sucks cause i really wanna go to sleep...
:amel:
12 April 2005
Blogs are EVIL!!
You know, i find it really funny that ppl get upset when they find out that some one has been consistently reading their blogs. People are nosey and want to know as much about others without investing anytime in the person and a blog is the just the way to that. So, I say to those who are pissed about ppl reading there blogs...
GET A FU@KING PEN AND PAPER AND STOP PUTTING YOUR PERSONAL BUSNIESS ONLINE FOR EVERYONE TO READ YOU IDIOT! I just thought that was common sense but then again, not everyone has that wonderful little tool.
At any rate...
I'm on mission to find a job before i get home. I thought i was going to work with my aunt at her Physical Therapy Office but that fell through. Now i have 21 days to find something full time during the day. I can do it...right? I sent in the application for summer school and mommy is going to register me for classes since i'm not going to be in the state. I really hope all this works out, i mean financially and schedule wise.
Umm...i got a few random things running through my mind right now, nothing of great importance. I'm kind concerned about my health. The last few weeks of school i always stop eating or get sickly. Frankly, i'm sick of the food options and just choose not to eat. I don't have any pressing work this week, so i'm going to try and do the "productive student" thing and work ahead. It's a good plan, we'll see how it works.
I spent time withHoSHI and another former couple yesterday which was nice. I like when the 4 of us hang out cause even though none of us are together, we don't treat each other like we're just friends. She even stayed over after she went to the club. Neither one of us slept well but it was still nice to have her there. Her little friend from VA is hilarious, ppl do some crazy things...
HoSHI and Ms. Greene are together now...kinda. They don't know what they are but they are in love and that's all that maters. I'm really happy for the both of them, and it seems like things are going to work out well. I mean they do have a 2 year friendship established, so their relationship can only go up from there. Im sure it sounds strange but i really wanna met her. I want to know the person that makes HoSHI so happy. I wonder how she'd feel about that...i wonder how they both would feel about that...
:amel:
At any rate...
I'm on mission to find a job before i get home. I thought i was going to work with my aunt at her Physical Therapy Office but that fell through. Now i have 21 days to find something full time during the day. I can do it...right? I sent in the application for summer school and mommy is going to register me for classes since i'm not going to be in the state. I really hope all this works out, i mean financially and schedule wise.
Umm...i got a few random things running through my mind right now, nothing of great importance. I'm kind concerned about my health. The last few weeks of school i always stop eating or get sickly. Frankly, i'm sick of the food options and just choose not to eat. I don't have any pressing work this week, so i'm going to try and do the "productive student" thing and work ahead. It's a good plan, we'll see how it works.
I spent time withHoSHI and another former couple yesterday which was nice. I like when the 4 of us hang out cause even though none of us are together, we don't treat each other like we're just friends. She even stayed over after she went to the club. Neither one of us slept well but it was still nice to have her there. Her little friend from VA is hilarious, ppl do some crazy things...
HoSHI and Ms. Greene are together now...kinda. They don't know what they are but they are in love and that's all that maters. I'm really happy for the both of them, and it seems like things are going to work out well. I mean they do have a 2 year friendship established, so their relationship can only go up from there. Im sure it sounds strange but i really wanna met her. I want to know the person that makes HoSHI so happy. I wonder how she'd feel about that...i wonder how they both would feel about that...
:amel:
10 April 2005
Ahh...Spring is Here!
This has been one of the most enjoyable weekends I’ve had in a while. Even though I was by myself most of the time, it was still good. My 9am class got canceled on Friday so I only had one class at 11am. The weather was beautiful and I did a little shopping, FINALY! Friday night I went to my friends surprise b-day get together. It was an alright time cause I wasn’t on my campus, I got a little liquor in my system and the distraction was there…*grin* Saturday, I sat out in the sun all day watching the rugby games with LizO and some other black folk. It felt good to just do nothing and enjoy the weather. I didn’t do anything thing that night. Today I went to the lab and I’m supposed to be hosting a prospective student, but I wasn’t assigned one. I’m hopping that I don’t get one, but my name is on the back up list… I have to go to work tonight anyway.
The weather definitely made the weekend but HoSHI was still on the brain. The weekends are always difficult not being with her but that’s just something I gotta get used to. And it’s not like we don’t see or talk to each other, its just not as frequent. To my knowledge, things are cool between us. I’m not sure if all her anger towards me is gone but from our last visit, it doesn’t seem like it’s at the forefront of her mind.
:amel:
The weather definitely made the weekend but HoSHI was still on the brain. The weekends are always difficult not being with her but that’s just something I gotta get used to. And it’s not like we don’t see or talk to each other, its just not as frequent. To my knowledge, things are cool between us. I’m not sure if all her anger towards me is gone but from our last visit, it doesn’t seem like it’s at the forefront of her mind.
:amel:
06 April 2005
Weathering the Storm...
My official count is 28 days, I’m ready, I’m so ready to be back in that place where I can hop on public transportation and go some place and sit and chill. Where the women are beautiful and unique and not white. Where I can work and shop at H&M. Where my mommy is, HOME. Ahhh, I can’t wait. But until then I have to keep up with this little job of mine called school.
I was so stressed out on Monday, OMG, I didn’t think I was going to make it. I finally cried, I mean really cried. Like cryed so loud that my room mates could hear me. I didn’t do my paper and I missed part of class cause in my state of anguish, I set my alarm wrong. It was rough but talking to PRisS helped me out a lot. HoSHI and I talked for the last time for a while. We need time to disassociate ourselves from the 7-month relationship we were just in so that we can be friends again. I look forward to when we speak again and even more, when we see each other. I just hope that this separation doesn’t harden her heart even more towards me. I need her in my life and hopefully during this time, she will see that I’m important to her. Whatever the case may be, I just want HoSHI to be healthy and happy. If that means that I can’t be in her life, then so be it, but I pray that that’s not the case…
I got paid today and I can finally get some CHIPOTLE! I’ve been craving it since Sunday after I saw Sin City which by the way was quite an entertaining movie. I’m going to get it tomorrow cause I wanna enjoy it w. friends and all our schedules don’t work for today. I’m also trying my best not to use my limited funds to support my bad habit…We’ll see how that goes.
Right now I’m exhausted and I’m going to sleep for a while. I have to go to a movie tonight for film and do some more writing…
:amel:
I was so stressed out on Monday, OMG, I didn’t think I was going to make it. I finally cried, I mean really cried. Like cryed so loud that my room mates could hear me. I didn’t do my paper and I missed part of class cause in my state of anguish, I set my alarm wrong. It was rough but talking to PRisS helped me out a lot. HoSHI and I talked for the last time for a while. We need time to disassociate ourselves from the 7-month relationship we were just in so that we can be friends again. I look forward to when we speak again and even more, when we see each other. I just hope that this separation doesn’t harden her heart even more towards me. I need her in my life and hopefully during this time, she will see that I’m important to her. Whatever the case may be, I just want HoSHI to be healthy and happy. If that means that I can’t be in her life, then so be it, but I pray that that’s not the case…
I got paid today and I can finally get some CHIPOTLE! I’ve been craving it since Sunday after I saw Sin City which by the way was quite an entertaining movie. I’m going to get it tomorrow cause I wanna enjoy it w. friends and all our schedules don’t work for today. I’m also trying my best not to use my limited funds to support my bad habit…We’ll see how that goes.
Right now I’m exhausted and I’m going to sleep for a while. I have to go to a movie tonight for film and do some more writing…
:amel:
02 April 2005
What's on my Mind...
Plans for the weekend:
SAT
Edit seminar document -:- Boys rugby game -:- Play with the frogs -:- Take a nap -:- Paper? -:- Play/Drink ?
*the last two are interchangeable
SUN
Sin City w. HoSHI -:- paper -:- Suba Meeting -:- PAPER and work
So as you can see, my weekend is jam packed with excitement! At any rate, nothing new is going on. Went to a play yesterday with LizO and some friends. PRisS is gone for the weekend and when she comes back she’ll be a member of Alpha Kappa Alpha Sorority Inc. Umm…. yea
HoSHI got sick on Wednesday and I took her some stuff on Thursday. I brought clothes to stay but she was better then I thought so I didn’t. Plus I felt uncomfortable and having to sleep on the couch was not the move…..eh, such as life.
I’m affectionately starved and I hope I don’t go trying to get it from random ppl, well one of the 2 possibilities on campus. I know I won’t b/c neither of them are who I want but still, times is hard.
:amel:
SAT
Edit seminar document -:- Boys rugby game -:- Play with the frogs -:- Take a nap -:- Paper? -:- Play/Drink ?
*the last two are interchangeable
SUN
Sin City w. HoSHI -:- paper -:- Suba Meeting -:- PAPER and work
So as you can see, my weekend is jam packed with excitement! At any rate, nothing new is going on. Went to a play yesterday with LizO and some friends. PRisS is gone for the weekend and when she comes back she’ll be a member of Alpha Kappa Alpha Sorority Inc. Umm…. yea
HoSHI got sick on Wednesday and I took her some stuff on Thursday. I brought clothes to stay but she was better then I thought so I didn’t. Plus I felt uncomfortable and having to sleep on the couch was not the move…..eh, such as life.
I’m affectionately starved and I hope I don’t go trying to get it from random ppl, well one of the 2 possibilities on campus. I know I won’t b/c neither of them are who I want but still, times is hard.
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