Just the Same...(yes!!!)

So, I didn’t get my 2 days but I feel a lot more at peace then I did a couple of days ago. I just can’t help it, people change my mood, that’s just me. When I saw HoSHI on Thursday, it was one of the best visits we had in a long time. We had good convo, and we were playing and all that good stuff that friends do. I ended up staying the night and although there was no cuddling or touching it was still a good visit.

She went out on Friday with ms. Maxwell and I really wasn’t bothered by it at all. I mean we aren’t together, why should i be upset? LizO and PRisS weren’t very happy about it and were convinced that I was lying about not being pissed. Ms. Maxwell behaved in her typical way and by the end of the night HoSHI was threw with her. She came and stayed with me that night which made me very happy cause I must admit, I would have been a little bitter if she stayed with Maxwell. She was supposed to go HoSHI’s party the next day and had us waiting for her to come back from her rugby game till 5pm. She ended up not even going. Gurrr…

We got back to her school and chilled out for a bit after picking up chipotle (mmmm). I got in a funky mood for like 30mins and wasn’t going to spend the night like I had planed. We had been spending the typical amount of time together and it was hard to keep my feelings in check, I mean we weren’t together anymore. I knew that there were certain things that I would not be privileged to, but it doesn’t keep my mood from changing because I don’t get those privileges, and I’m not talking about sex. Eventually I was cool and I ended up staying cause the party was pretty good. We got up this afternoon and were going to go to the movies but we went out to eat instead.

As long as things stay like this, I think that we’ll establish a solid friendship. I wouldn’t quite say that things are 100% normal cause its only been a week but so far so good.

I like when HoSHI talks about SaPPphiC.