20 March 2007

REVELATION

I’m learning how to tell myself the truth. It’s not always an easy thing, but when you lie to yourself, you end up lying to those around you. Often times I’m presented with a question or a situation and my first inclination leans towards the negative or the unfavorable side for who ever the question or situation pertains to. And I’m a people pleaser and I hate to disappoint or make anyone upset. Of late, I’m starting to not worry about what others think and feel cause at the end of the day I have to be happy with the decisions I make. That person is not going to be with me and most times could care less about what I’m thinking or feeling. So Im going to start being honest with myself and other folks for that matter cause being nice all the time isn’t going to fly. I end up wasting time, money and effort and for nothing but to be irritated because I did something I didn’t wanna do in the first place. And if that means that I’m going to be in the house more often then not, that’s fine cause I’ll be putting my time and effort towards something I wanna do, not just doing something because I was asked.

:amel:

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