(^_^) Summer's Looking UP (^_^)

I haven’t been here in a little while and I was going to give a quick update but before I do, I’m in the process of having a convo with HoShi about visiting her when I come to NY. I wanna see her but her new friend is going to be there and I’m not really anxious to meet her. However, another friend of ours is going to be down there and I’d like to see him. She got mad cause I said I’d come to see him but not to see her. My response was, I didn’t know that you cared. HoShi still isn’t completely out of my system and im not sure if it’s because of the way things ended between us or just because of the nature of our relationship. She still has a way of getting to me and and I don’t know how to deal with it. I just want us to be friends but I don’t know if we’ll ever get there with the wall that she still has up against me and the way I still let her get to me. It perplexes me and I’m at a loss of what to do…

But about that Update…
:WoRK:
Work is cool, I’m finding that how fast and how much I enjoy my shift depends on who I’m working with. If I’m with the black folk, it’s a blast, we laugh, sing talk and my 4 hrs is up in no time. And I usually end up staying a little longer. When I work with the white folk, my shift goes really slow and I’m ready to get out of there as soon as my 4 hrs is up. Haven’t heard back from the gap yet and I keep saying I’m going to call the. I’ll get on it….eventually
:HoMe:
Mommy finally got her check and we went to the grocery store. A week with out food in the house is not the move. My appetite has definitely decreased after that one. And I got to do some much needed laundry…oh it was so necessary. I got my license renewed and its and official horizontal MD license…LOL. I didn’t smile for the first time and I don’t know how I feel about that but such is life. It’s mine till June 2010
:NYC Trip:
Right in tune with the lack of funds, I still haven’t gotten my ticket for my trip. I’ve already borrowed money from my aunt so she was out, mommy didn’t have it goose didn’t really have it and it wouldn’t have got here in time if she sent it. So it looked like I was out of luck till Friday when I get paid. I would just have to pay $65 and just be there for the weekend. But…I called my friend Keshia cause I hadn’t talked to her in a while just to see how she was. I told her about the situation and she was like, how much is it going to be, and I told her. Then she said, I’ll send it western union. I’m like are you serious…she was like I don’t know why you didn’t ask me before. Gotta love friends with funds that can help when you need it. So, I’m going to go get my ticket tomorrow and I don’t have to worry about it. Now, I just need to make sure my direct deposit is set up. NYC HERE I COME!!!!
:SoCial BuTtErFlY:
Well, in the past week, I’ve met several wonderful ladies that I’ve been talking to. 3 from the board and 1 from Downelink. I’m such and internet junkie, I know. I’ve met 3 of them but one lives in PA and I won’t get to do the meet and greet till July when she comes to visit. They are all pretty interesting and they’re all different. I’ve gotten to know one of the ladies very well (in one way *smile*) but the others, I still have a lot to learn. It’s nice to have ppl to talk to. It helps you not to focus on all that’s going on with me and get to know some one else.
This Saturday was out board dinner at Kobe, which was fun. I met some new people and laughed with some previous acquaintances. I didn’t meet Sapphic this weekend either, she’s disappeared somewhere. I’m supposed to go to a concert with her but I got a feeling it’s not going to be happening.
Oh yes, I was told by a new acquaintance of mine that I act as if I don’t care and that I seem as though I’m not a good friend. I was honestly very shocked by this statement and tried really hard to listen to her logic but I was truly put off by it. It all came about because of an IM conversation, and we all know how those can be misinterpreted. I ain’t beat, and that’s all I’m going to say about it.

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