I need Love...

It’s Sunday and snowing in the great state of OHIO….
I just wanna go home and see my mom and my dogs and not have to do sh!t. I still have some labs to turn in before I leave. It never ends. I REALLY DISLIKE SCHOOL!
Ok I’m going to complain cause sometimes the best thing to do is write out your problems right, right. Here we go…
Ms. Maxwell is coming home with me for part of break, so she’s with me and HoSHI for the weekend before we go home. No problems with me. I figure we’re all going to chill, laugh at each other and have a good time…so not even the case.
I have spent the majority of my time by myself. Where is she you might inquire, in the living room with Ms. Maxwell. Why you might ask…
“She’s company and I don’t want her to feel left out”.
So you’re just going to act like I’m not here?
“You’re in a bad mood, I don’t wanna be around that. I ask you what’s wrong and you say nothing, I’m not going to kiss your ass.”
Fine, then don’t get upset when I’m pouting by myself. I mean is it too much to ask for you to attempt to show that you’re happy that I’m here, or that you’re going to miss me when we leave? I’m not going to see you for three weeks. Don’t you think that if I’m in a bad mood you should try and fix it? If I don’t feel like you’re paying me any attention, pay me some damn attention!
So we have this mini argument at 2am, and we don’t reach any type of conclusion or make a resolution. So when we woke up, we had normal convo but I still felt that she hadn’t let the argument go. I mean I know she’s not going to be all lovey dovey after an argument but can I at least give you a hug?
So I feel like crap, and I’m trying to be in a good mood but it’s not working. I just wanna chill with my girl before we leave for break and put aside all the arguing and enjoy each other’s company.
I tell you I love this girl, I mean I really do but with the way we argue, I sometimes wonder if she would even care if we broke up. At this point I don’t want things to end. It’s still early, and I think it can be worked out. This three-week break is going to be a good thing for us.

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