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I’ve just about completed the first week of my senior year in college. I can’t believe I’m a senior. I feel like a couple of months ago, was hanging out with Hydia, Eve and Monica. It’s exciting but I really just wanna learn what I’m supposed to learn so I can take my exams and be out. I’ve done the college thing and it’s time for me to go to the next step in my life.

This year, I have a senior single, which means I have my own room but still have 3 roommates who also have their own room. They seem cool, and I haven’t had any issues with them thus far. Being in this room though, I feel so cut off from the outside world. I don’t know if it’s b/c is so early but I just feel like there’s nothing going on anywhere and I’ve spent the majority of this week in my room. Maybe this is a good thing so I can focus on these 5 classes I have and get my GPA up.

I’ve kept to my word and have been working on a daily basis. I over did it Monday but I’m ok now, I just wanna keep it up. I’m an impatient person and if I don’t see a change soon, I’ll most likely just stop. But I’m going to keep going if for nothing else, just to keep me healthy and active.

Bailey sad some really hurtful things to me last week to the tune of her not caring about me anymore and that she didn’t know if she wanted to see me. I was pissed but I let it go, then this week, she IM’d me being cordial and what not. I can’t stand inconsistency and right about know, she owns that title. Jersey chick IM’d me today to, off some how you been I miss talking to you. I had to laugh to myself cause it seems like folks are just working their mouthpieces these days to stay in good graces with those who have already written them off.

I get paid today and I’m scared to look at my account b/c I really need to get this book for one of my classes and if my paycheck isn’t at least $60, I’m just out of luck. I went to the B&BW out here and talked to the manager. She’s a little too happy with her store and being its manager but I could work with her. However, if I decide to work there, I will have to take a pay cut which is very problematic cause I wasn’t making anything at the on in MD. I may just have to say, sorry and do to work study jobs. I refuse to be broke any longer, whatever I need to do, I’m going to do it cause I need to take care of myself and I definitely can’t do that with $6.43 in my account.

This week was pretty drab, nothing of interest to report. I need some excitement right about now cause life is pretty dull. I hope this weekend provides a little bit of entertainment.

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